So I thought today was going to be great. HA! I was sooo wrong. I wasn't successful on fasting, I was successful on low calories, but that's not satisfaction enough. I need to follow completely through with my plans. ugh. And tomorrow is my 16th birthday, and I have like no plans and it's making me like depressed. I'm just not doing well. I don't know why I've been so out-of-whack lately, but I need to get my shit together. I'm so disappointed in myself, and even people around me. My life just sucks to me right now, and it doesn't. Well it shouldn't suck to me. I don't even know what to do anymore. I need to just sit and gather my thoughts. Tomorrow I hope I'll be good. I don't want to disappoint me, or Ana, anymore. FML.
xoxo
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2 comments:
M'dear, thankyou for following me. On your birthday (today) I'ma sing you happy birthday :D. I'm doing it now, and frankly I prolly look like an idiot!
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday dear Kay
Happy Birthday to you (:
And I'm following you too. Because I've read your posts and we're similar in many ways. You're beautiful btw - don't forget it.
xx.
thank you hazel :) I enjoy reading your blog as well. I wish you the best babydoll! starve on!<3
xoxo
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