One little comment and it can completely change my mood. My whole day can be ruined because that one little comment keeps coming back and circulating in my brain.
I may say I don't care what people think or what they say, but in reality it's all I can think about. All you stupid fat bitches can kiss my sweet ass.
Now I remember why I hate girls so much.
I'm pretty sure this blog is over.
You can stop wasting your time on my existence.
xoxo
The content here will be triggering! It is at your own risk if you choose to continue reading. This blog's focus is eating disorders, weight loss, calorie restriction, and diets. I am not recovered or in recovery, so I suggest that if you are or you're sensitive to any of these topics, leave this blog.
Friday, July 30, 2010
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
sorry!
Sorry I haven't been on recently. Just busy.
Things aren't going so great, though.
I'm really trying to figure myself out right now.
Trying to figure out what I want out of life.
But I'll try my hardest to stay up to date and keep you updated!
Love you guys so much!
Stay strong!
xoxo
Things aren't going so great, though.
I'm really trying to figure myself out right now.
Trying to figure out what I want out of life.
But I'll try my hardest to stay up to date and keep you updated!
Love you guys so much!
Stay strong!
xoxo
Monday, July 19, 2010
Home, Sweet Home.
I'm going back to my home of Las Vegas today and I couldn't be more thrilled! Today is my restart day. I don't care what happens, or what people think, I'm not eating. at all. I'll probably go a a 48 hour fast, if I can manage. If not, then I'll stay under 500-400cals. I'm leaving for the five hour trip in about an hour, and until about noon, I'll have no way of eating. And at home I'll be busy cleaning, unpacking, and dyeing my hair. Home is gonna do me good :)
xoxo
xoxo
Saturday, July 17, 2010
Just fucking fabulous!
you can add another 210 calories to my already tremendous 828!!!! Mom went to McDonald's and got me a strawberry banana smoothie (small) and I sucked it down like my life depended on it!
what the hell is my problem??
I did unthinking, too. I was like, oh! smoothie!
sluuurp.
FATFATFAT.
and my stupid "e" button is sticking on the damn keyboard! UGH!
xoxo
what the hell is my problem??
I did unthinking, too. I was like, oh! smoothie!
sluuurp.
FATFATFAT.
and my stupid "e" button is sticking on the damn keyboard! UGH!
xoxo
Day one.
Today went well, for the most part. I had 828 calories total. Better than usual. We had an unexpected trip to Olive Garden and I had a few too many breadsticks. Hopefully the night doesn't bring on any sweets.
Food Log
Breakfast:
1 slice sourdough bread: 110cals.
1 cup of water: 0cals.
Lunch:
Turkey sandwhich: 168 cals.
mustard: 0cals.
bread: 110cals.
turkey: 55cals.
pickles: 3cals.
Dinner:
Minestroni Soup: 100cals.
3 Breadsticks: 450cals. (damn!!)
Tottal: 828cals.
I would've done so good if I didn't have those stupid breadsticks!
xoxo
Food Log
Breakfast:
1 slice sourdough bread: 110cals.
1 cup of water: 0cals.
Lunch:
Turkey sandwhich: 168 cals.
mustard: 0cals.
bread: 110cals.
turkey: 55cals.
pickles: 3cals.
Dinner:
Minestroni Soup: 100cals.
3 Breadsticks: 450cals. (damn!!)
Tottal: 828cals.
I would've done so good if I didn't have those stupid breadsticks!
xoxo
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