I have a boyfriend, and I'm at his house pretty often. but it's hard being there because he's aware of my "diet" and he forces me to eat as often as possible. these few days I'm there throw off my whole plan.
I don't want to, but I might have to see him less to successfully continue my "diet". I know it kills him to know how I feel about myself and how he opposes of my choices, but it's for my benefit. I'll be "better" once I'm happy with myself. this drastic change is for the best. believe me, if I could diet normally, I would. but that doesn't work fast enough for me. it doesn't give me the results I want.
I apologize to anyone I hurt along my own selfish journey. but it must be done.
The content here will be triggering! It is at your own risk if you choose to continue reading. This blog's focus is eating disorders, weight loss, calorie restriction, and diets. I am not recovered or in recovery, so I suggest that if you are or you're sensitive to any of these topics, leave this blog.
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