Me and boyfriend are taking a break. I need time to myself. Time to think, get things straight, get everything back on track. I think this break will make things a lot better for me and he promised to let me watch my calories. So I'm happy with things right now, even though he's not thrilled with the idea of a break because there's a possibility that I won't get back with him. But this is all for the best.
Anyways, has anyone been watching the show Huge on abc fam? It's about like these people in a fat camp. i love it. It makes me feel good about myself. Makes me not want food. And it's on tonight. I missed the second episode :/ anyone happen to catch it?
And I've been doing aquatic exercises. 22 minutes of certain workouts in the pool burns almost 300 cals. :) I also haven't eaten much today (: Or last night. I've been a good girl. It's about time. I always feel much better when I don' eat. Eating gives me horrible stomach pains and guilt. I'd rather have hunger pains. I can deal with that.
I hope everyone is doing well. I haven't really had the chance to read everyone's posts, but I'm doing my best!
love you, babydolls!
xoxo
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1 comment:
i know what you mean about shows like huge, the biggest loser, dance your ass off. they all make me feel good and i smile knowing that right now, while im watching this, i dont want food, i never want food, i dont need to eat because it will make me like that. but of course theres always a time when i fall and want food, binge, purge. but i get back up and do better! =)
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